L4D2 Woos.
I am through with Cel and grp.I fly Spy99 aeroplane just to join their game, and all i get is deserving gratitude of their ungratefulness.
I completed Dead Center Expert after various failed attempts including one with Suyiki and Eat Them(Cause I was incapacitated when they completed)
I failed to complete Dead Center Realism Expert after numerous failed attempts until Eat Them finally came to help me.
And now, just cause of one game, which I thought Swat would get the achievement but he didn't cause Cel was incapacitated too when she tried to save Swat and I finished pouring the last oil tank, and they were saying me "What are you doing!!~" Yeah I am the sole survivor.
Yeah I dun need the achievement.
So does that mean, I can't complete the game?
Suyiki helped me the 1st time I tried to complete Dead Center but failed. He didn't need the achievement. I needed it. But I got incapacitated. He completed the game anyway.
Should I blame him? Just an online stranger who happens to click with me in a game? Completed the campaign because he had no choice to either restart the entire lv or just complete the game and he chose the latter?
No I don't. I don't need to blame anyone for any mistakes but mine.
I am not saying that the 3 of them have failed in the game just now, but I think they could have fared better. I am not blaming them, cause the fact that I can't help them means I am no good either.
But we know each other in real life. At least Celine and Swat. I know they Swat and Vedun need the achievements while I don't.
So did I purposely pour the last oil tank after Vedun got downed? Yes. Did I purposely pour down the last oil tank not knowing that Cel failed to save him? No.
Perhaps the timing was wrong and I shldn't have poured the last oil tank(which i would have gotten downed if I delay it for another 2 sec or so, and so the game will be restarted).
I guess after 2 hrs and 13 mins of gameplay, everyone was frustrated and tired. At least for them, who seldom restart so many times bah.
I know playing so long, they would like to see their fruit of labour come into action. Sry dudes and gal, I didn't realise your dreams.
I still remembered I completed Dark Carnival Expert with Infinitus and friends and I made so many mistakes it wiped the entire team out again n again. They were just happily restarting the game even though it is a little frustrating.
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And halfway through the 2nd map where we keep on restarting, Gun came online. If they were expecting someone good to play with them, someone who wouldn't stretch the game to 2 hr 13 mins when the campaign is so simple, they shld find him.
I would gladly leave. Though I am the host, Gun could probably lead them over the 1st part of Dead Center easily and come to the 2nd part where we keep on dying and dying and clred that stage easily. They say they played just for fun for the game just now. I would at least expect a ty from them then sighs of disappointment. And not me saying sry that I didn't know Swat and Cel was down.
It's a game. I haven't do finish my guarding gnome and Trebled over bridge Slaughter(which i could have gotten ytd playing with Ayin and Swat and SGTLUL, but I got killed by the tank while SGTlul completed it). Sure it's my fault not telling them I am trying that achievement, but then I don't mind trying it again until I did it.
I dunno. Everytime, playing with them, I get more frustration than enjoyment, when playing L4D2 shld be just for pure fun.
And with my 2 advisors, I decided to get over my struggles(whoever said that sia I forgot lol!!!). So cya, happy playing with the newfound friends u all made. I am fine being gay and playing with all male friends. At least, they would not take me for granted for helping them.
I tot Spy99 would be one rascal to treat me for granted, but he says he is going to treat me to a meal for helping him complete Dead Center Expert(I still remember that ok!!!) and promises to jio me versus games(whcih I did play once with them, it was damn fun!!!). I will request playing survival and the trash can mode too... LOL
Sometimes, things dun work out as planned. At least, the friends who I removed are those who will probably not invite me to games in the future. The other peeps that I know in RL and online, be it even the japanese(which i rejected him more times than I agree to play with him). i just dunno why online players can jio me more than RL pple that I know for so long. Weird isn't it?
Perhaps, it's just on how we do look at the game.
posted by Sharn @ 2:28 AM
