O.O day2
Today(or specifically ytd), probably was one of the worse day.Besides playing and meeting up with Boon, Kiriya, and the Jinni cpls, which was fun (though jinni and Nich didn't play).
But then everything went wrong.
Even for L4D2.
Remember guys, I have not ever, and I mean ever, say that I am good at this game.
So dun expect me to be good at L4D.
I make mistakes. Loads of mistakes.
I am not as pro as gun, siao, cel and all the other friends that I made, whether online or RL, and I admit I am one big freaking noob.
But what I like abt online friends is that; i.e during the completion of my Dark Carnival Expert Campaign with Infinitus, I made tonnes and tonnes of mistakes.
But what I like playing with them is that, they will bear the mistakes with me, even if it means Me wiping the whole team up. Time and time again.
I know I am noob, we eventually completed the campaign in 2 hr 13 mins even with Infinitus and his friends help. Yes 3 pros and 1 noob. And we restarted abt 6 times.
Hard Rain and Swamp Fever was completed with Suyiki's help. Parish was completed with fumi and 3 other pros.
Dead Center with eat them.
Yes I am a big freaking noob needing the pro's help to complete expert campaigns.
Fact is, for the parish last stage, I did little to no help for the japanese, they were just rampaging the stage. And yet they thanked me for the game.
Morale of the story: I love teammates that bear the burden together, teammates that have fun together. I know I am noob, dun need to remind me.
I know I do shoot cars with alarms by mistake LOADS of time, but if you dun bear the burden of this with me, then dun ever invite me to the game. I dun appreciate those "..." and "wah lao" when I just came into a game using a shotgun instead of am SMG and didn't know shooting the ground using shotgun would shoot the car too.
I know I do come into ur crossfire alot of time, and I am sorry for that. Although I would like to defend myself, for example why would Siao jump down alone with the 3 of us upstairs with no1 backing him up, unless he wanted to be a bait.
I know it's my mistake, for not siaming the charger in time when I jumped down. No1 said it, but I know it's my mistake. I cldn't hear the charger cos my speaker was in low volume mode cos my father told me to soften the volume, so I could hardly hear the charger and where it would appear. But again, I admit that is sincerely my fault. I shld play with headphones.
And, lastly, I know I am no gun. I am no pro like suyiki and eat them and infinitus who can lead a team alone, I have tried leading a team even in normal mode and I failed terribly. Special infected always get me when I am in front. And I can't be a backup like Cel or Siao cos I wasn't and never will be a good backup. So what am I? Nothing. A noob who completed 5 expert Campaigns with pros help. I ain't good in any position, be it the front or backup. And for someone who had played at least 10 years of fps games, and 1 or 2 years in the competitive scene... Unlike Ayin who just started and have improved tremendously.
I sux.
So, don't ever even invite me into a game when you expect someone good to come. Cos I ain't good. Never was. And I do appreciate understanding teammates, who dun mind me making mistakes.
At least, I dun mind my friends making mistakes. I will probably just laugh over the stupid things they did.
And I admit, I just can't suit into the playing style of cel and siao.
Can't I even play a game for fun?
I just like to grumble today.
posted by Sharn @ 2:43 AM
