Thursday, May 21, 2009

My heart is of peace... somewhat anyway.

I knew she was going taiwan all along. After 6 months of not meeting up, I can somehow still feel the slight prick that pokes towards the heart(but this time it gets stucked at the skin, still hurts though but not that painful). I think most of the people here know who I am referring to.

Frankly speaking, i feel happy for them. It's nice to know someone you liked is living a life that is happy. I also feel happy for her. I am not a saint, but I still wish her all the best and give her my blessings, in whatever she does. And no I don't hate her at all. Not even once. I cannot understand how someone can actually think that I hate her, when it's just the opposite. Me avoiding her is just simply a way of not letting myself hurt. That's all. When all is settled, we shall be friends once again. Or so I hope. I cannot remember when is the last time I touched audi. The other time I updated my audi, I know I have patched 2 or 3 patches all at one time. Goes to show how long audisea stays rotted at my pc. I obviously prefers L4d much much more over audi. Think it's time to say goodbye to the audi world and hi to my L4D friends(and I actually started to make some new sg friends haha!!!).

Oh and I just saw Angels and Demons. If every movie is as brilliant as AnD, I will be going to the movies everyday. Watched a 10pm show and reached home at 0030. On a weekday. I need some sleep... I guess I will comment the movie another day(either that or I don't comment it at all, it's a brilliant movie anyway~ As the movie put it: "Humans and religions have flaws. No one's perfect." As I put it : "Movies have flaws. No movie is perfect. Angel and Demon have gone to a realm that I haven't done so for months." Which probably means, nowadays movie-makers are just producing garbages.

Ciao. I needa more sleep.